gen·u·ine
adj.

1. Actually possessing the alleged or apparent attribute or character: genuine leather.
2. Not spurious or counterfeit; authentic. See Synonyms at authentic.
1. Honestly felt or experienced: genuine devotion.
2. Actual; real: a genuine dilemma.
4. Free from hypocrisy or dishonesty; sincere.
5. Being of pure or original stock: a genuine Hawaiian.

So I have been down on myself as of late cause I haven’t been staying on top of this blog as much as I have wanted to….then I decided something (you will once again excuse my studpidity and just indulge as I stumble around in the grayness till I reach the light of understaning that everyone else has already found) this blog is a realse for me dang it! Not a burden. The blog is here for me not the other way around (I am here for the blog??) Anyway, yeah so I am just going to be gen·u·ine to myself (See, even I can pull the whole thing back around to the title:) and jsut post as I feel…